Hypocrites
I envy them because they know how to do two-face kind of thing. Sometimes I wish I can do that. There are a lot of situations where you’re pushed to thinking you can just lie upfront about something or pretend you’re good with a hidden black agenda at your back.
Tell me, how do you live life daily when you’re feeding your family from another person’s hardwork? How do you start to progress when all you do at work is talk about other people committing mistakes? How do you start a business when all you think is getting profit from other people’s hardwork?
Some thought that to be a millionaire can be done overnight. Some think that with their finances, they can live life like the rich families.
Hypocrites.
Outsourcing Lessons for Me
I am a very avid fan of getting work from the internet because I’ve earned most of my income from getting clients on the internet. There are a lot of risks involved. If I have to consider risks I might be choosing an 8 hour work over getting a lot of projects from different clients.
There are really people that are far worse than my third grade teacher. They hire you then they’ll let you wait for the payment. It is so not good when you’re bugging the provider to be on time when you as the buyer is not on time.
I like the fact that getting more projects means giving more work to those who needs it but if then again back to reality, there would be some people who would not think about the provider, they might say, “I don’t care.” If only they knew I care because I worked hard for that and I deserve that.
Is it all coming back to me? No not yet. I’m not done yet. You don’t know I got someone who will collect payment from you. Hold your horses and one tip, don’t publish your phone.
Rain makes me sad
I maybe be said because it has been raining for two weeks now. I don’t know if this is a weather effect or maybe because I’m stressed out or that thing that I’ve read made my day so sad.
Sometimes when I am told that this and that will happened and of course hearing that from somebody would increase that feeling that it will happened and then after a few days it will fade and you’d start feeling down and asking yourself why?
I am scared to be going through that lane again. I don’t want to go back.
Youngest Sister Loves to Dance
sorry for the quality of the video. This was taken through the digicam.
RJ’s White Mice
It is so much ewwww but what can I do when it is your nephew saying, “I want one like that.”
i hate to write another hate post but this time I have to say what I want to say because what she did is not right at all.
All my life I have dedicated my time, worked hard for every dime I get to earn. I don’t need someone to make up my biography and make me look like a slut. It is not your nor her or his right to tell others that this is this and that is that without consulting me.
Fuck you!!!
Bugged Out!
For some reason I don’t show any emotions onto something useless. But when bugged out, like normal people do, I explode.
There are more important things to be done. I don’t have to know the past. Past makes up the future but as for me I only care for my past and whoever I get in touch with. But with the extended part of it, it doesn’t really matter to me nor I matter to them.
There would be a lot more things to focus on and I don’t have time for extra whinings. It’s bullshit actually but if it’ll make things better I can spare a time. Don’t be offended, I just don’t give a damn. I don’t hold my future nor I have the right to see and know what’s my future. I let things be. If it is for me then it is for me but if not then it is not. I will move on.
Good luck to you though. It seems like I have a frequent reader. Hope you find something interesting. And please don’t assume this is you because this is not you. Like I said, I write about me and only me.
Counting Blessing from 1 to 10
I just can’t believe people who have no ways of thanking someone. In my end, it seems like they own everything and they don’t need to say thank you. And I don’t like it either that I would be told that I’ve got so many blessings and I couldn’t share a thing. It’s a f**k*** statement! The only reason why I have this and that is because I know how to say thank you. It is not so hard to say it, it was never too hard to say thank you nor it will be hard to say thank you in the future.
Everyone worked hard to reach something and everyone else are sweating a lot to get to somewhere. If it is not for you, it will never come to you because you know why it’s all in your attitude. Maybe you should change it.
I don’t know why and what happened neither I care to know. It’s not my life, it’s yours. Why do I get to say something for someone else’s life. You run it and along the way of running your life you could have done something wrong. Nor I have the right to say you have to do this and that. No way! I got so much in life to worry about and I have no intention of bringing in some of yours to make your life better. I am not you nor you am I.
I’m counting my blessing from 1 to 10.
Shadow in my Thoughts
I went into this because I was told that this was legit. I didn’t know this was all a lie and that I was fooled again. I love being in here. I love the idea that this was fun and new thing that I know will help me grow. I think the best part of being part of this is that I like it. And with no doubt I am loving it. But so much of that I know I won’t get somewhere with this. This has to stop and this has to end but I don’t want it to end. I want this to continue because I am loving it.
It is hard that you’ve got to choose and choosing the other would cause you pain. I believe I didn’t do anything wrong. I was told about a lie and I didn’t know this has to happened.
Imagine to be in this kind of drama. On my end I don’t want to judge. Neither I have the right to judge. I’m human and I make mistakes too. I don’t even care about what other people say. My point is if it makes you happy and it wasn’t really your fault why you were into this. You can get out, yes but you need to have the strength to do that. How are you supposed to get the strength when all the others around you despise you and judge you? Isn’t it more unfair and bad at all to be the judge rather than be the strength to someone?
Alright, humans are humans and neither one of us are perfect. So don’t pretend to be righteous not unless you were the next Jesus.
First, I was excited and was estatic to finally go out and just be out from work. Did not feel that actually. I miss working. There are some bad effects to people who are working too hard and then suddenly take this week long break and then one moment away from everything felt like empty. I don’t regret leaving my online life for a while or my hectic schedule behind for some leisure but I just can’t accept the fact that I am wasting time. Wasting in a sense that while I relax, I let these precious minutes of earning to a precious minutes of wastin opportunity.
Like I said, I don’t regret it but it just made me think again. Am I doing this right or not?
I don’t understand being human. I want this and that but when I finally get it, I changed my mind. But what the heck I’m on it now might as well maximize my time.
I miss tapping the keyboard. I miss listening to audio files that I’m editing. I miss the comments and feedbacks from people.
Macau is nice and it’s a small city. I don’t see a real house in here but funny thing is, the only thing I forgot to bring is my camera. Will find a camera tomorrow and we’ll see. 
@Devyl love you and miss you momma… talk to you soon
